Brain, just quit it.
Whatever happened to peace at night?
Why can't I lay on my pillow and think anymore?
Why am I sooo restless?
Why can't I make up my mind?
Why do I keep ranting to myself?
Why am I so confused?
Why is it that all of a sudden, my brain just starts screaming memories at me when all I want to do is be calm and wonder?
Why is this insomnia back again?
Why aren't I sure of anything anymore?
What happened that made everything just completely switch up?
What sub conscious realization is waiting for me?
Again, why am I so restless?
Why am I afraid?
Why am I so eager to go right back there and walk right back into a messed up situation that just keeps messing me right up?
Why am I so unsure and insecure all of a sudden?
Nothing at all happened today. No realizations. No interventions. No eureka moments. No brilliant ideas. No romantic gestures. No betrayal of friends.
So why tonight? Why right now? Why is this happening? Why isn't it making sense?
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