Is all I want. Is all I need to make everything better.
I swear, I can do it all. I just did do it all. I have done it all. Alot of times. So why are you stopping me now? Because I can't possibly succeed three times? No. Because you know I can. And I still will.
If you want me to learn, let me do this. Because I'll learn something like I do every year. I'll meet new people, develop stronger friendships, and its never worth it unless I cry at least once because of it all.
And if you are in fact right, that I cannot handle it, that it will develop more drama, that it is a bad decision. Well then, I guess I will learn from that mistake.
You do not have to parent me, because you're a close friend. Just because you gained back my trust doesn't mean you can have a say in my decisions.
And I wonder why I let you in on so much, when it seems you barely have a clue.
Maybe I love you, maybe I am holding on. But my hands are starting to slip. I am losing my grip, as you continue to linger around and not doing anything to help me. I am a big girl now.
So I'll see you in April. And maybe things will have changed. Maybe you will have acted on your mistakes. And, if we're lucky, hopefully you'll have aologized to everyone as well. Its taken you long enough.
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